in the land of the sheep,
will be back on sunday :)

♥

happy birhday mr president;

yes, i'm very proud of myself for remembering,
and pre planning this post. heh heh.

anyways, this is dedicated to my closest college buddy,
who i may call a bitch at times,
but me still loves you all the same

you've been there for me, through those four hour breaks, and everthing else in between. you're the boy who took the extra mile and gave me a lift, even when you didn't have to. you still call up every once in a while, just to catch up. you aren't afraid to tell me the truth, and update me with your stories regularly once in a while. you're the boy that wants to join our N family so badly that he's willing to add an N to the front of your name. you're the boy that i've known for not to long, but feels as if we've been friend forever. you're the boy whose a lulu, but thats okay. :)

HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY
MOHAMMAD AQIL

i'm sorry i can't be there for your eighteenth, but i really hope you have an awesome one. and a great raya too! :) i'll be crashing when i get back. heh heh. here's to many more birthday celebrations to go.

wow, rajin nya :)

us, being us.
who make my day's brighter

you la, laugh until so gila also got :P

on my birthday,
you guys are awesome :)

you're suprise :)
courtesy of nawwar

HAHAHAHAHAHA
i just had to post this up cause you look so groovy!

hope you're having the best birthday ever :)
<3

first impressions;

exhaustion doesn't really describe it
i just spent ten full hours on a 2170 word essay.
can you say crazy?

but i say it was worth it
i'm satisfied.
:)

peace people :)

happy peace day people :)
twas fun
♥

and i shake it like that;

i'm not really a very expressive person. heck, fine i'll admit it. i'm not very good with words. i guess it must be 4U triggering this, cause everytime an assignment rolls around for it. i get so flustered that i really don't know where to start. the more and more complex tasks become, the more intimidated i am by my classmates fluency and vast vocab. can you say brr? like really really. btw, you can skip this post if you don't have time to waste and cannot stand ramblings. don't say i didn't warn you.

plus the fact that applications seem to be rolling in around the corner. i want to do well. heck i want to do really really well. but sometimes things just seem to spin a little too far out of reach. i guess i just need an extra hand occasionally. business. i've pretty much set my mind to that. but is it really what i want to do? i know, its a really broad scope, but all i seem to think of when it comes to business is finance, accounting, commerce, econs. i probably don't know enough about them to cancel them out, since they seem to be my main choice, for now.

the media programs look really tempting. but i can't write for nuts, i can't talk without a stutter, and i can't gah, i don't know. i just don't think i have the right talents for that kind of thing. there was always that dream of the fashion mag. but hey, hello, how many billion gajillion people out there want to be ugly betty, and actually be talented with the words. i think i'm interested in fashion, but hey, so is everyone else. heck, anyone who likes clothes and shopping has probably sent in their resume to a fashion mag. it just seems a little too proposterous from here.

then comes in that gift in the form of a camera. hehe. oh yess, i really do enjoy that, but then again, every tom, dick and harry with a dslr is calling themselves a photographer. nothing against people with a dslr, heck i'm one of them, all i'm saying that its okay to call it a hobby, instead of a future photographer. kesian those people with actual talent and not enough recognition. hobby people. like with me, its my dad and i's thing, our hobby. haha. random. i know. roar. but yeah. i've posted it before, and its just cause i like it, knowing shutter speeds and fstops and exposure and etc. doesn't make the picture, it the person taking the picture and what they want to be seen. so stop throwing big words in my face, it just pisses me off. my camera, i do what i want with it.

okay, now i'm starting to sound like a beeg beeg baby. oh well. i guess the need to mumble jumble words just got the best of me. so lets just shake shake, shake shake, shake it. i've got a 4U test tomorrow. and i'm writing this shit. toods love. <3

it don't look like you're back to me;

today we tiedyed shirts and painted banners
it was fun
very fun indeed :)

don't even ask me how ju and i ended up helping out
haha
considering we aren't even taking psycho this sem
but anywho's
was fun :)

watched love guru as well
HAHA
funny shit la :)
go see go see!

peace :)

poison prince;

the past couple days have been an utter blur,
one motion blending into the next,
and i'm just trying to keep up with the pace.

today is the first in the past five days that i'm not doing any sort of
plie, allegro, adage, etc.
been having classes like nobody's business,
and i'm utterly exhausted.

i know this is all mismatched and disconnected,
but i just needed to get rid of a couple words,
you know, just to clear things a little.
i've been cleaning up my clutter in my room this morning,
i figured a little more won't hurt.

funny how i de-clutter right before a test,
again, perfect timing nikki.
heh.

:)

best friends;

because these two made it happen,
along with my mother of course :)
me loves yousss long time :)

♥

i am seventeen going on eighteen;

So, last wednesday i turned 18. doesn't feel much different though.
oh, a big big thank you to all you darlings who made that day in college so special.
i was pretty suprised! up till the part where niro asked me to stay in lan class for a while,
and julian wasn't dragging me out of there, like he usually does.
but in a way i was still suprised, i guess cause they caught me off guard while playing cho tai ti
wheeeee :) <3

Last weekend was awesome too. I had a 'small' get together at home. heh heh.
thank you thank you to everyone who came,
it really really really meant alot lot lot to me! :)
(can't you tell by the repetitions? :P)
all in all i had a really fun night, and i hope that you all did too.
lets let the pictures do the talking.

and another huge huge THANK YOU to everyone who
wished me on (as well as before and after) my birthday!
you guys really made my day,
and i'm sorry i didn't reply everyone's texts.
lovessssss <3

the backyard, garden, where the party was supposed to be.
damn you rain! :(
do i need to add that every night has been clear after saturday night? -_-
thanks to those of you who helped set up! :)

trio <3

amanians :)

icpu loves

♥familia :)

ohh, cause we cool like that.

<3

thank you syaffy! :)

i'm legal bebeh! ;)

lucky;

nique says:
i want sashimi

nique says:
hehe

Julian says:
aiyo maaa

Julian says:
okay

Julian says:
wait till

Julian says:
i learn how to cook okay?

nique says:
lol

nique says:
its raw

nique says:
HAHAHA

:)

disturbia;

hello world. i'm sorry for disappearing the past few days. i just guess that i haven't had much inspiration to write. unlike our newly conformed blogger, miss shiori murayama, blogging every single day, thus far. ;) hehe. good job, good job. :D

anywho's college has been a drag, study wise. crapped a calculus quiz this week, which made everyone practically pass out on the spot. since then we've all been math nerds. supersized. so yeah, i've been like drowning in calculus the past couple of days. just ask those who've been neglected due to it. kesiann betul. :(

other than that, i've been playing around with the new birthday present. oh yes, i'm a very happy girl lah. :D damn spoilt too. but hey, i like it this way, you should too. haha. went on a daddy daughter photo field trip. it was just a test run though. so i'm sure we'll have a whole lot more interesting pictures and stuff the next time around. all in all, it was pretty cool. considering i've never been to FRIM nor Batu Dam before. too bad the weather had to rain on our parade. dammit.

tomorrow is parent teacher day, i don't really know if i should be worried. but hopefully i've sucked up enough in the past week to get some good reviews. haha. i'm kidding. of course i ALWAYS suck up to me teachers. :P its a gift. i know.

this thing saved us from going in circles, more than once
except when it tried to get us stuck in mud
otherwise, yes, very useful shit. :)

hello mr president :)

congrats;
and here's to a great sem.
:)