twilight the movie

OMG OMG OMG.

i think they are gonna make twilight into a movie. gahh, im so excited!here are the tentative cast, whom the author has picked.

henry cavill

edward cullen (MINEMINEMINE)

fine, he may not look that hot here, but if you search him he is. :D

emily browning

bella swan

rachel leigh cook
alice

charlie hunnam

carlisle

John C. Reily

charlie

ooh ooh, and she wanted steven strait drooldrooldrooldrool to be cast as jacob black. but sadly he's too old. :(:(:(

nineteen minutes by jodi picoult

“In nineteen minutes,

you can order a pizza and get it delivered.

You can read a story to a child or have your oil changed.

You can walk a mile.

You can sew a hem.

In nineteen minutes,

you can stop the world;

or you can just jump off it.

In nineteen minutes,

you can get revenge."

hmmm, sounds interesting, no?

i'm officially broke,

anyone kind enough?

:D:D

yet another quote

SO SHWEEETT :):):):)

"Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars -- points of light and reason. ...And then you shot across my sky like a meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything"

paintball

darn darn darn.
i wanna go for paintball with the cousinss!
my cousins are damn farney people la,
and here's proof ;

"ccb, dun pull a jason and hijack the plan lah step one, confirm on paintball firstafter that breakfast transport etc lahwat's there to eat at mee yoke anyway? we need a wholesame mcdonalds breakfastit's paintball tradition dawgwake up early, have mcd's breakfast, reach there 15 minutes early,wait 45 minutes for every1 else, game 1, get shot in back of head by a team mate"

"1. me (wuha!)
2. boogers
3. japanese potato
4. kim jong il
5. homomaniatte
6. meitok/yufart
7. milf (i think he's in. i can never understand wtf he's talkingabout. if anyone knows wtf he said in the past few emails, tell me ifhe's in or not)
8. nemo (indonesian guy kevin)
9. mojojojoJOJOJOJOJOJOJOJOJOJOJO
10. mr 'i bet you can't shoot me 3 times in a row! especially not inthe groin!' jason
11. jason's chick, dragon tiger DOOR! schwap you! haiyeak!
12. weng sum (dota dood. don't worry, he's very sluggish. wahaha)"

"shoot at the younger kiddies?That's bullying? but i suppose more fair than sitting on them at the dinnertable."

"i think nikki would b better to shoot. squeals more " (-_-'')

nique'withsuchlovingcousins

funny how some things haven't really changed.

this was extracted from an old blog post on the 10th of Sept 2006 ;

recently, i've been feeling a little out of it. sorry to those who may have felt hurt by me. i feel like i wanna climb into a hole and stay there. forever. i am just going through the motions everyday. irritation comes easier than breathing itself. and then there are some days when i feel just so small its as if i am invisible. i dont know what i want or am waiting for. confusion is so overwhelming. i miss everything. i still remember that feeling when i didnt wanna get off that plane. i just wanted to sit there and go back and forth, back and forth. as long as i didnt get off and come back to reality i would be okay.

but its not.

Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does.

Even for me.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

KOH SU MEI!

beautiful memories&&star gazing walks on the beach.

<3

&&

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY c3!

always and forever.

tribute

3 months and 6 days ago.

pictures

listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroad

I'm not at home in my own home

And I've tried and tried

to say whats on my mind

You should have known

Now I'm done believing you

You dont know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I followed the voice you think gave to me

But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened

old habits die hard.
and hurt.

sand, surf, sun.

12th March 2007 :)

AWESOME.

thats the only way for me to describe this past weeked. it was three days of relaxing, tanning, eating, chatting, sand castle building, swimming, dancing (sitting down), sleeping, walking on the beach, pool playing, and oogling. :D

on saturday morning, we left bright and early at eleven. LOL. yeah, it was about a three hour drive to lumut town. because we were limited music wise, we had to listen to phantom of the opera, mcfly,rooster and one of my mix cds, over and over. LOL. okay la, it wasnt THAT bad. it was actually pretty nice, considering most of the music was mine. plus, we found out that shah was a sad, deprived child. the hadn't even seen mary poppins for goodness sakes. kesian. but at least she saw the sound of music. good enough la.

we reached the jetty around three something, checked in our stuff, and took a short stroll around lumut town. its pretty nice and developed now. quite sakit hati though, so close to OB yet so far. aww, nvm. we ended up buying a little sad castle building thing. you know the whole bucket and spade deal. imagine a bunch of seventeen year old, acting seven. :D it was quite funy when the girl on the ferry gave us an evil look cause she wanted out sandcastle thing. HEHE.

we reached there around four ish and then checked into our room. checked everything out, changed into out swimsuits and went down to the beach. sighh. just sitting there relaxing was great. the wind blowing and the waves crashing onto the sand. okay, i'll spare you the details. yeah, we just layed there, enjoying the sun and sand till about seven. we went up, watched little mermaid while everyone showered and changed. i just LOVE little mermaid.

"why if ariel was my daughter, there would be none of this going-up-to-the-surface business! i would show her who's boss!" (LOL. remember mei?)

we went down for dinner. it was so georgeous by the poolside, the beach on the other side. gaah. i miss it alot now. yeah, we had a yummy yummy dinner and then had ice cream. that was when we came across, *drumroll*
ICE CREAM BOY!
this nice young gentlemen took the liberty of finishing all the ice cream just as we got there. i mean, why not right? LOL. so we were just standing there for like fifteen minutes waiting for more ice cream to come. super yummy. with hersheys and everything. :D so after our dessert we went up to the rec area to play some ping pong. but noooo, other people were hogging it, so we played pool instead. :D that was when i rediscovered that i SUCK at pool. it was almost embarassing. HAH.

the next day, we got up early-ish for breakfast. :D then went down to the beach for a long tanning session. we kept on moving spots. haha. the tanning jadi, just the fact that it was totally uneven cause of my shirt. -_- mei must seriously learn the art. lol. yeaaa. laughing at TREE BOY trying to climb the coconut trees was funny. when will he ever learn to start small, a bush maybe? :P anyway, it was totally fun. we were relaxing one minute, they were in the pool the next, on the beach, everywhere la. lol, we made a pretty awesome sand castle kayyy. but it got too hot so shah played godzilla and knocked them down. -_- yupppp. that night was probably the best. we had dinner and ice cream then went to play pool again. LOL. twas fun. i actually got better. :D

after that, it was to our spot on the beach. watching CARTWHEEL GIRL do her cartwheels, lol. don't be jeaclous mei. :p gaah. its so nice, just sitting there with the breeze, enjoying each others company, talking, alot, taking pics, long walks on the beach, star gazing, dancing and watching the waiter try and shoo away the couple having dinner on the beach. i love the beach. and yea, it reminded me so much of ob. -_- sigh'ness.

after that, the next day, we basically tried to fit in as much sun as we could then we had to check out. the ferry ride back was nice. i could kinda see obs in the distance. watching mei gaga over some older chinese guy with a strong british accent. HAHA. hmm. the ride home was quite quiet. suprisingly we pretty much slept most of the way. lazing around all weeked is very tiring okay. :/

anyway, thank you so much koh su mei for the awesome weekend.

much love. <3

nique'rewindandrelive

my kitten ate my homework.

see what waking up early on a wednesday morning can do to you?

she loves me, she really loves me. :)

very random. yup, thats what it was.

I knew we were both in mortal danger.

Still, in that instant, i felt well. Whole.

I could feel my heart racing in my chest,

the blood pulsing hot and fast through my veins again.

My lungs filled deep with the sweet scent that came off his skin.

It was like there had never been any whole in my chest.

I was perfect -- not healed, but as if

there had never been a wound in the first place.

new moon - stephanie meyer.

new moon.

hello there. :)

its like 9am now.
and i'm pretending to be sleeping. :/
why? i don't know.
i guess i'm just weird in that way. LOL.

last night i had a good long talk with kristle.
you really gotta love that girl. :)
thanks dear!
we gotta have these kinda talks more often! :D

anyways, i'm gonna go cut my hair soon with jil
that should be fun!;p
i've been jumping between numbers lately,
don't ask me why.
its really complicating,
and my head hurts just thinking about it.

did any of you guys watch little mermaid the other night?
LOL. gah, how much i love that movie.
the song has been stuck in my head for days noww.

"i wanna be where the people are,
i wanna see, wanna see 'em dancing"

sighh, btw,
you're right mei.
eric is hot! :)

oooh oohh.
i'm sooo super duper happy!
i bought New Moon by Stephanie Meyer yesterday!
i can't wait too read it.
*droooledwardcullendroool*

okay la,
i think thats enough ramblings from me this morning.
toodle looo.
LOL.

nique'superduperkindoflove

RULE: Each player of the game starts off with the 10 weird things/ habits/ little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own 10 weird things/ habits/ little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag-backs!

Fact # 1 : I can't sleep without my teddy, that i've had since i was born.

Fact # 2 : I'm not a very good conversationalist.

Fact # 3 : I don't use my handphone much.

Fact # 4 : But I check my phone constantly, to see if i received any messages, only to be sadly dissapointed. LOL.

Fact # 5 : I save all my ticket stubs.

Fact # 6 : I enjoy musicals, alot.

Fact # 7 : I sing along thinking it sounds okay, but really sounds bad. I don't care. :p

Fact # 8 : I get my fashion inspiration from my sister.

Fact # 9 : I love reading magazines, even the most mindless ones.

Fact # 10 : I can't stand the smell of smoke. It feels as if my lungs are drying out right there and then.

I tag:

+jil
+zhen
+lizzie
+cleo
+kristle
+shaun

OH MY GAAHHH!

i'm so proud of you. :):):)

where is your heart?

just watched laguna beach. omg, that show really makes me jealous of all of you who live by the beach. i wanna be able to wake up to the sounds of the waves rolling in, the sunrise over the horizon, the sound of seagulls, the beautiful deep blue sea to drown sorrows.

exams finished today. my class is freaky. i'm definately bottom half. oh well, thats the last of march tests for us. holidays are just two days away. thats cool.

i tried to watch perfume. thanks shal, for practically recommeding porn. not good. not good at all, my mom told me to switch it off. when i told her shal said it was supposed to be good, you should have seen her face. LOL. no worries shal, I LOVE YOU. :)

i'm so excited its scary! but,
I CANNOT WAIT ANOTHER MINUTE!

:D

(told you it's scary)

i had an iPod scare a few days ago. definately not good for the heart.

anyways,

nique'myheartbeatsfast

wishes.

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY to,

VANUSHIA K. THIRUMAL! :)

just wanted to say a big big happy birthday to a dear dear friend of mine. :)

vanu baybeh,

we've been friends for an awesome 10 years.

and hopefully many many more to come.

thanks for all your support, help and just being you.

truckloads of love.

:D

nique'happyhappybday. :D

harloo.

hey hi ho hum. :)

yesterday, was an okay day. i was stuck at home studying while my parents and grandparents got to go to OU. nevermind, nevermind. thats what the holidays are for anyway. :D

plus i got to have a good old fashion rant yesterday.
something everyone needs once in a while.
thank you. :)

mei and i decided, that the both of us and hana are the singles,
we'll grow old and be forced to live together,
end up rearing 150 cats, dogs and gerbils. JOY.
LOL. the funny things we predict about our future.

raahhh raahhh. i can't wait. :D

today, half of the form 5's were absent. kiasu much. LOL. it was quite the farney la. oh, and my mom's friend susie arrived today, they'll be going to India on friday. so we have a full house now. but thats okay, it takes the attention away from me, and i don't mind. THATS FOR SURE.

okay, this sounds super diconnected but hey,
i'm supposed to be studying physics anyway. -_-'

nique'toodlelooo.

losing the freedom of speech that i never had.

picture perfect

For a moment I remembered us the way we had been, sitting side by side beneath a summer sunset, building our childhood dreams with bone-clean Popsicle sticks and hot whispered dreams.

And then I let him go.

- Jodi Picoult

falling

missing 3am conversations.

not for anything more than for the sake of talking.

its funny how much the summer changes everything,

and yet january turns it right back.

let alone march. -_-'

everyone wants to turn back the clock at least once in a lifetime.

this is probably my 200th time.

haha.

those ten days really give you a sense of what you'll never have.

a peace of mind.

nique'middleofnowhere