its not a big, BIG thing if you leave me

i miss the mornings on the ice,

by yourself,

gliding away from reality. :)

my BEST FRIEND,

my CONFIDANT,

my FOREVER. :)

the NEW patio :)

expect parties!

and the little doggies

your friendly neighbourhood of

SS1 :D


--

your voice,
was the soundtrack of my summer;
do you know you're
unlike any other;
you'll always be my thunder.

you're my cupcake :)

OH. MY. GAAHH.

i don't know why, but suddenly i really want cuppacakes.

i think its because miriam said that they taste really good.

and of course they are gorgeous!
anyone kind enough?

:D

http://cuppacakes.blogspot.com

over the sea and far away

it has been quite a while since i've posted posted eyh? anywhoo, school's started again. lots of people have been skipping. pn norlaila says its ONLY sri aman fashion. as if. i haven't skipped much though. i'm left with dad again, so i dare not even suggest it.

trials are next week, baybeh. goshhh. i'm scared. but i don't seem that way though. spending hours of facebook. so jakun la. i've had it for a while to kepo in my canadian cousins lives. HAHA. now, a bunch of people have it. and its fun! food fights and all. :D gaah, must. get. back. to. books. damn, this self discipline thing is so NOT working. -_- ooh, and if anyone has got/is getting the setara papers early, you know where to send them kay? ;) i'm getting soo despo. :/

kach has gone back to the land o canada on monday. :( i miss the annoying, crazy, havoc-ness that makes sure its presence is noticed when she's around. i moved back into her room/my old room. its big(ger), more shelf space and cupboard. but the air con is soo annoying. its like a constant buzzzzzz. a very LOUD buzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. gaahh. either it gets fixed when mommy comes home OR it will have to be forced music to my ears.

life has been flopped around in the past week. i just hope things turn out okay. i wanna go for blood cockles&lala with you, where we can just sit, talk and enjoy each others company. so please get better.

you're always in my heart, mind and soul. ♥

its scary how much things can change in less than a day.

slightly sarcastic with a good chance of:

ooooooo.
i passed my undang. :D

ksm too.

we're happy.

i love soap operas. :)

(hollywood OR reality)

stupid people make me smile

cool is so much better with an accent

today was one of those days. the kind where you are so unproductive that you wonder why on earth did you go to school in the first place, but then have a total blast with your friends anyways. :)

so yea, early in the morning i get this sweet sweet message from jue. so baik. :D thanks babe! and then we have 'class'. (i invert it due to the lack of actual studying) and then we have recess. one of the best periods in the history of school. ;) where we brilliantly came up with this song for sarah from meor (we actually wrote it, so i don't know how its supposed to connect, but yea) annoyed the shit out of her. :D mmhm.

during add math class ieka and i camwhored. it was fun. i'll post up the pictures later when i get them. they were cute and funny. :) NS BUDDIES! :D yup yup yup. and then we decided to crash the SACC lunch thingy at KGNS. just cause our other plans were cancelled. hey, its free lunch, if you put jue and i together we make a whole chinese. ;p oh, jue, mene and i sang the saralia song in front of class. just for the heck of it. :)

tuition was funny too. i'll definately miss mr willy when we stop going for tuition. :(

mr willy : okay, who doesn't know how to do?
jue : ... keju.
mr willy : huh? wei jun, you don't under stand the question?

mr willy : yeah, its 1 V.
wei jun : ooohh, i though it was IV.
mr willy : ha? who's ivy? poison ivy?
(class stares at aaron ;p)

(nique shows jue 'I ♥ NIQUE' sign. others stare)
mr willy : dominikki, whats that? boyfriend do ah? haha, wei jun looking, i know he wants to do one for pik li!

because these are the best days of our lives

okay, so for the next little while our thursday class doesn't have a teacher, so this is what happens. ;p i was super fidgety and restless. basically didn't follow the class in running through the syllabus. so i ended up taking pictures instead. :D in the end, everyone managed to follow suit. muahaha. the effect i have on my peers. :D

be amazed! :)

this is lydia, she's really good.
matilda, torturing her pointe shoes.
lydia, told you so. ;p
lydia, told you so again!
we had to show off just a little.

:D

this is katherine. she's bendy bendy.
my lame ass atempt at the jump-split-attitude-thebackleg-thinggie
-_-

BIG mirrors ;)
yien hsiu, nique,matilda, katherine
later gators!

i'm so trendy

just now, i was sitting down
bouncing a stress ball against the door
listening to music
supposed to be studying

trends nowadays are so difficult. think about it. now, its only cool if you listen and like music that other people haven't heard of. underground music, the moment it goes mainstream, its not cool anymore.

i'm like that too
so don't feel offended yea

its just going in circles though, don't you think? usually it won't take that long for bands to hit mainstream. the moment they do, we go out looking for more underground bands to be fans of just so we can say we liked them first. so does that mean that we are discriminating bands just because they hit it big, and now because everyone listens to them we don't wanna listen to them?

i think everyone is trying to be unique
that it just became another trend
thus,
i think being unique
has just lost its 'unique'-ness.

damn, now i gotta go find another trend before everyone else does
gotta stay cool ;p HAHA.

their secret

i'll keep you

sometimes we put up walls,

not to keep people out,

but to see who cares enough

to knock them down.

these are the lies you learn to live

i kinda like this whole, dad and me business we eat alot. and when we don't eat, he golfs, and i go online :D do you see how the circle works here? its all good. i can't wait for mom and jacq to get back though. they bought me stuff from bangkok, to sooth me over the whole NS thing.

but i'm not really that worried. thats okay though, i'll just use it to my advantage then. :) this is kinda worrying, what if i'm all okay with it now, then i go and its a total disaster! :S okay, nevermind. i won't think about that. otherwise, its kinda exciting really. three months away from home with friends! (hopefully) apart from the whole icky facilities thing, i think it will definately be okay. :D

i better go bury myself in books again. maybe something will go in this time. -_-
is it time to stop studying yet??

when things get that much suckier

damn it,

i don't wanna go without saying goodbye.

but we'll figure it out,

somehow.

I ♥ KOH SU MEI

okay,
so the National Service list is out.
my family is so fucking popular.
yup, i got it. -_-
thank god, i have other friends who got it as well.
hopefully we all get the same camp.
i'm praying, real hard.
pray for me too?


i actually don't feel that upset about it now,
so don't spoil my mood.
hopefully it will be like outward bound.
three months of outward bound.
(now that would be awesome)


but yea.
its not,
we'll see how close the govenment can get to that.



so
yea
don't
spoil
my
mood
or
i
will
poke
you
to
death
please
and
thank
you

well, you know i'm supposed to be studying when i'm doing this sort of crap. lol. :)

I have a cell phone.
I am obsessed with having my shoes match my outfit.
I'm the youngest child.
I am a boy.
I love wearing dangly earrings.
I am a gemini.
I love someone more than they will ever know.
I'm obsessed with dogs.
I can't live without lipgloss.
I can't live without music.
I lived in a different state in the U.S. before.
I get an allowance.
I want to be in high school forever.
I've seen Jason Mraz in person.
I get annoyed easily.
I eventually want kids.
I love to read.
I have more than a couple horrible memories.
I am addicted to the Disney Channel.
I am a girl.
I'm a worried person.
I'm in high school.
I love taking pictures.
I don't like girls who are fake.
I like to swim.
My dreams are sometimes weird.
One of my best friends is gay.
I have way too many purses.
I've seen Fight Club at least 45 times.
I dress how I feel that day.
I've never fallen asleep during school.
Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
It bugs me sometimes when people are really late.
I procrastinate sometimes.
I love autumn.
I have too many clothes.
I like to sleep in.
I've failed a class in high school.
I'm afraid of spiders.
I have nail polish on my fingernails or toe nails right now.
I've watched the O.C.
I love my hair.
I never fight with my parents.
I like the beach.
I have never had the chicken pox.
I'm excited for the future.
I have family out of state.
I can't wait till my birthday.
I love the show Rich Girls.
I love my friends.
Christmas is my favorite holiday.
I can be very insecure at times.
I have never broken a bone.
I'm taking german class.
I have a laptop.
I state the obvious sometimes just to reassure myself.
I dance randomly sometimes.
I'm a good singer.
I sometimes like cleaning my room.
I never get jealous.
I love doing math.
I cry when I see homeless people.
I like hugs.
I don't like to study for tests.
I love God.
I am too forgiving sometimes.
I have my own vehicle.
I love high school.
I'm a daddy's girl.
I love kisses on the forehead.
I love the color pink more than the rest.
I love to sew.
I have blue eyes.
I like being a passenger in vehicles at nighttime.
I play soccer on a team.
I become stressed easily.
I've never lied.
I like comfy sweatpants.
Paul Walker is cute.
I love the smell of the rain.
I am right handed.
I hate getting shots.
I'm a perfectionist.
I hate the feeling of failure.
I love camping.
I like going on rides.
I can be quite shy.
There's something I will never forget, either because I can't or because I just don't want to.
I love looking at pictures.
I love music.
I do well in school.
I get a lot of mail.
I like hot tubs.
I like to be alone sometimes.
I've never been in therapy but I have wanted to be.
I've cried over accidentally killing a bug.
My favourite non-vocal musical instrument is the harp.
I think Andy Milonakis is adorable.
I've run into a wall or door intentionally.
I've been hit on the head by a ladder.
I've been a third-baseman.
I have felt guilty for being heterosexual.
I used to plan that I would judge romantic interests on what kind of vehicle of transportation they had, so that I would be different from others
I wanted to be 16 when I was 7.
I felt 32 when I was 15.
I really really really hate carrots.
I've had crushes on fictional characters.
I've never smoked anything.
My daydreams are more like planning than just vacation.
I daydream entire conversations I want to have with someone.
I'm short.
I'm only photogenic if I'm the photographer.
I have never had just a plain, brown teddy bear.
Most of my friends are younger than I am.
I love stuffing (the food, just so you know).
My favourite flower is a sunflower.
I love bread.

two weeks from twenty

he was two weeks from twenty

and there's still no shame

we're all to blame

- yellowcard

"the people were great, the activities were fun, the jokes were funny, the games were never ending and the memories are unforgettable."

and they still are

&i still miss it.

sandakan

Sandakan Trip 07 :)

bird's eye view

we pretty much went to the orang utan sanctuary immediately after landing. it was actually really nice!

when we reached the feeding dock, there was this adorable orang utan who stole a little boy's portable fan, and stuck it in her mouth. lol. lets just say she got into a little trouble with the keepers.

this super adorable baby orang utan who kept on teasing all the other orang utans cause they couldn't eat when its BIG mama was around. he's getting bopped on the head here. LOL.
there he is, cute kan? :D

the feeding dock. we were waiting for some of the other orang utans to come. the little boy somehow found to floor quite interesting, so i took a picture of him. ;p

introducing BIG MAMA. :) she doesn't do much other than swing in with her baby and stuff her face the rest of the time.
the next day, we basically lazed around the pool and hung out. it was very relaxing. Sometime in the afternoon, mom and i decided to go for a little walk around the hotel. they even had a trail that you could follow to a stream thing. but it was closed. -_-
excuse the 'just-rolled-out-of-bed' look. when i said lazed, i mean lazy. ;p

and this was the awesome cramped (semi-ah beng) car that poor mum had to drive alongside dad's nagging. lol. it was acutally funny in the end. :)
damn cool car! :p
mom and dad
the stupid dangly thing is DEAD. muahaha. :D
(okay fine, it just fell down -_-)

bye sandakan. :)

i wanna go climb mt. kinabalu now. :D

Hey there Delilah,
What’s it like in New York City?
I’m a thousand miles away,
But girl tonight you look so pretty,
Yes you do,
Time Square can’t shine as bright as you,
I swear it’s true.

Hey there Delilah,
Don’t you worry about the distance,
I’m right there if you get lonely,
Give this song another listen,
Close your eyes,
Listen to my voice it’s my disguise,
I’m by your side.

Oh it’s what you do to me,
What you do to me.

Hey there Delilah,
I know times are getting hard,
But just believe me girl some day,
I'll pay the bills with this guitar,
We'll have it good,
We'll have the life we knew we would,
My word is good.

Hey there Delilah,
I’ve got so much left to say,
If every simple song I wrote to you,
Would take your breath away,
I’d write it all,
Even more in love with me you’d fall,
We’d have it all.

A thousand miles seems pretty far,
But they’ve got planes and trains and cars,
I’d walk to you if I had no other way,
Our friends would all make fun of us,
And we'll just laugh along because,
We know that none of them have felt this way,

Delilah I can promise you,
That by the time that we get through,
The world will never ever be the same,
And you’re to blame.

Hey there Delilah
You be good,
And don’t you miss me,
Two more years and you’ll be done with school,
And I'll be making history,
Like I do,
You’ll know it's all because of you,
We can do whatever we want to,

Hey there Delilah here's to you,
This one’s for you.

i want to stop feeling lonely
i want to have someone that i can call or text whenever, wherever
i want to be able to go to sleep at night knowing i put a smile on their face
i want to smile just thinking of them
i want to go out and have pure fun
i want to be told that i make you happy
i want someone to write a song for me
i want to stay up all night on the phone, talking about anything and everything
i want to spend the afternoon laying on the grass in your arms
i want to not be afraid of love anymore
i want to dance the night away
i want to fall asleep under the stars
i want to know that someone, somewhere is thinking of me
i want to be told that i'm special
i want to be swept off my feet
i want to stop wanting things and start having them
i want to be in love and be loved back

omg,

kate lynn is ten

days old :)

and i still wanna pinch her cheeks! :D

life and times of a maroonie

Life and times of a maroonie :)

prefect party

camp buddies!

AGM
ketua sahsiah
the awesome bunch

miss emcee eyh?
form 5's
FORM 5's!
julie, kart, nique :)
my bambimbo!

like whoah
awww. :)
partner :)
kt-ians unite! :D

great times, great people, great memories