so i guess its now or never

this feels like it was a long time ago.

like they say, 'high school never ends'

ilovenique. ilovejue. pornstar. rawksta oohlala. us presidente. ;)

now i'm off to singapore. yay. :)

you can believe i bled

haha. i found the episode of the jonas brothers in hannah montana. i'm in love. so chomel their names, you know?

let me enlighten you ;)

(in order according to descending age)
Paul Kevin Jonas II, Joseph Adam Jonas, Nicholas Jerry Jonas, and the fourth (i-bet-you-all-didn't-know-they-have-an-aspiring-kid-drummer-brother) Frankie Nathaniel Jonas aka 'Frank the Tank' aka 'Bonus Jonas'.

the itsy bitsy spider

HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEENTH
MY OREO BAMBIMBO
HANA SYASWANI!

Its has been an awesome five years with you,

thank you for everything

and truckloads of L.O.V.E.

:)

super scary picture, but she looks good.

please be mine

okay, i'm in love. again. HAHA.

okay, this one is hilarious. :)



SOS the video clip
Nick Jonas looks uber hot here. I wanna be stuck on the cruise ship with them. :D



♥

hate spinnerbait

haha. i know i'm reusing titles, two post in a row on the same day, but i just really feel like saying it. ;) anyway, i'm suddenly inspired to post up terry fox pictures if blogger doesn't suddenly decide to get bitchy on me. :/

♥

its moral time. :(

hate spinnerbait

"it was dexter, on foot, turning into a neighbourhood, and in his white shirt he stood out, almost as if he was glowing. he was walking right down the middle of the street, the houses dark on either side of him, quiet in sleep. and watching him head home, for a second it was like he was the only one awake or even alive in all the world right then, except for me."

**Dexter

is back on

the list of

my fictional

hotties :)

heeeee. ♥

you say tomayto, i say tomahto

okay, so we're almost there. only three more subjects to go! seven more papers. 5 more days. yes, i countdown alot. it helps me cope with exams. heck, i just like counting i guess. physics was okay till it got sucky. but isn't that what experiments mean? that you're supposed to experiment? thats what i'm telling myself just to calm myself. tomorrow is chem. i'm too lazy to study chem. i think chem will not be easy. :( after that is moral. i DISLIKE moral ever so much. oh well. after that, i never, EVER have to look at another moral paper again. :) me likey that idea.

omg. next week. yay! next week, i'll spend mornings at the pool, and days at the mall. then i'll spend weekends shopping, LUAR NEGERI. ;) this weekend, next week, i'll be in singapore! (or 'next weekend' as jue prefers to say ;p) i can't wait to see all my friends there. :D and shopping. omg, shopping. thats truckloads of fun too, no? :) roarrrrr. i use wayy to many smiley faces. i know. but it doesn't seem like the context of my happiness gets across otherwise, ya know? btw, i don't smile like i 'smiley face' blog. its just a thing. lol. i'm not making ANY sense whatsoever am i?

goodness, i should be studying chem. but there's brothers and sisters now. and i HAVE to watch that. ;) (there i go again with the smiley faces) now now, EVERYONE can see that i've got all my priorities sort out right? ha. ha. tv FIRST, bloghopping SECOND, and everythingelse that may or may not include studying THIRD. ooh. moms gonna be signing me up for college soon. too bad i don't start in january. oh well, you guys better warm up my seat at lunch for me kay? two months and eleven days (+3 in dec) will be over before you know it. ns, oh ns. my sister is totally more excited for ns that i am. mind you, i'm pretty excited too. :D i think it'll be fun. i just hope there aren't too many rules like our beloved school, that science students wil; be over and done with in FIVE DAYS, five days. i'm still looking for all you kem bakau resort people.

okalie dokalie.
now i gotta go watch some ever-so-important T(tothe)V!
:)

hollywood hills

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY

DEAR VIDDIE O :)

you've finally crossed over to the 'old' side of the fence ;)

don't worry, we are much cooler over here!

oodles of love babe

♥

starving for words

my daddy spoils me :D

but thats the way i like it

crystal and see through

okay, so wow.

we finally found out our camps for NS. at first i was a little freaked. i mean hey, all the wayy in terengganu! but yea, i think its okay now. :)


i've been blog hopping on people who went to kem bakau resort, kerteh and it doesn't seem too bad. there's a beach! so thats good. :) i hope it reminds me of the good ol' OBS days.


anyone, who knows me who is going there, please please please tell me. all i'm waiting for now is a friend at least in the same camp. :/ now that i think about it, its kinda exciting. i really hope that it will be fun! :)


i guess i better go back to my worrying about spm. but i think that whole idea has pretty much escaped me. gosh, save me from my laziness. and give me a friend in terengganu. please&thankyou. :D

wait a minute

okay, so its est tomorrow and i'm being lazy and not studying.

so i decided to post up a couple pics from terry fox last last sunday.

it was a really great event.

jue and i had fun stalking little kids,

some were a little scared of us.

but hey, i brought the nikon and was not gonna lug it around for no reason.

plus it was excuse not to run,

but walk slowly with lots of stops to 'take pictures'.

;p

the beginning of our omg-the-little-kids-are-so-cute phase

its always better to take pictures of random people from behind just so you don't get in trouble for taking pictures of strangers.

plus its an adorable picture. :)

the terry fox run was just the warm up for the real walk,

to the car miles away. past tugu negara where we stopped to take pictures.

heeeee. :D

<3

okie,

tuition soon!

AWAY ;

on death mission.

if i do not return in 16 days,

please notify my family.

i Will this blog to

...

uh,

no one.

okay, thats crap. :)

STUDY TIME!

ha. ha. ha.

she said "boy why you waiting?"

scared shitless now.
and yet i'm still here.
i'm so screwed its freaking amazing.
someone shoo me offline.
please.
i need jue to force me to study. :(

and now i'm ready to be, extraordinary

I'm gonna permanently attach a camera to myself from now on.

Wayyy too many picture perfect moments gone uncaptured.

:D

one is in love and the other one stays

omg. i was looking for a file on my shelf and i came across my OBS pictures yet again. just when i thought i was somehow moving on with my life and not feeling overly nostalgic anymore it hit me. today was the second day eleven months ago. and i still miss it so. then i turned the picture on its back, and saw all the signatures of the darlings i grew so close to over those ten days. what i would give just to relive them one more time.

yesterday i also found this letter i got from a friend of mine, the first time i went to OBS. rachel chew. it was so sweet and funny to read it again. something written to me when i was merely eleven. little did i know what an effect it has been on my life, six years down the line. haha.

dear bubu'ians,
i miss you all so so much. :) to the singaporeans, best of luck on your o lvls, and to the msians, good luck for spm! i'll be coming to sg after spm, so make sure i get to spend a day with you all. :D
xoxo

where do I go from here

Graduating Class of 2007

Boy am i gonna miss these wonderful bunch of people. Recently, while i was sitting in class, i just looked around and could somehow visualise where everyone would be ten years for now. It was potential overload. Every single one of us have this amazing potential to make something of ourselves, something great. What i mean is, i'm looking forward to going to a reunion and seeing each and everyone being successful. Everyone doing what they want to be doing. Not just stuck in something for the sake of it just cause its "safe". God, i hope that i don't do that.

It has honestly been an amazing 5 years. We've all had our ups and downs, and grown up so much. We've tried new things and met new people. We've had some really great teachers and an awesome bunch of friends. I know the corniest thing to say is that we'll all be "best friends forever" but it would definately be awesome if we could remain good friends. Keep on making the effort to keep in touch. I wanna be able to say to my kids one day, "You know, Auntie - and i went to high school together! :D"

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I'm standing still

but I can't catch my breath

running as fast as I can

but going nowhere