two oh oh nine, not yet;

Everyone needs an empty canvas every once in a while,
so thats what the New Year is for.
:)

yo papa;

check the resemblance ;)

dancing bear named chuck;

I realised that I haven't posted many photo's here in a while,
just a couple odds and ends here and there.
Well since Fbook has been a little less pain in the ass
I've managed to upload a bunch.
Yay for facebook!

Anywho's, here ya go,
more randoms :)

muh sistah and the dogs

JJ

KatieLynn and her coke can
JJ again :)
JJJJJJ :D
peace out :)

the stiff dylans;

Spent the night out with the sister for a movie;
Angus, Thongs and Full-Frontal Snogging
(yes I know it says 'Perfect' in the posters,
but the book is 'Full Frontal' and I like the sound of it better)

Since everyone is drooling over Robert Pattinson,
I shall stare at Aaron Johnson
(less crowds and same Brit accent :D)

The Stiff Dylans

Aaron Johnson ♥

captian coco;

I was surrounded
Blocked in
There was no visible way out
They taunted me, something about a password
I knew it would be lose-lose, no time to waste
No one could hear my plea's drowning in the sea of voices

The only way out
The window
But that wouldn't be an easy road
The guard dog
I'd be its dinner before I even touched the ground

Failed attempts to eat myself
Saving me from this misery
Laughter

Then I was freed

Password:

Captian Coco
I hate it

(As what would have been running through Ryan's mind)

Merry Christmas! :)

i saw mommy kissing santa claus;

Merry Christmas my peeps! :)

I just got back from our annual Christmas Eve party at my cousins place,
Secret Santa this year was awesome,
I think we should make it a tradition. :D

Anyways, me needs to wake up early in the morning,
to open presents! (like duh)

Apparently the Kach got me and awesome one,
I'm EXCITED! :D
Presents da bomb.






oh,


Merry Christmas again,
hope yall having an awesome one ;)

i don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity;

Woohoo.

I'm so glad I managed to post a bunch of pictures on Facebook. They like me, they really really like me. (finally) Haha. :)

Went for roti canai at Kanna's this morning with Jo Ann, K Vin and Ku Cheong. :) It was cool, eating, talking. Yeah, you get the drift. And now the rest of my afternoon is spent uploading pictures, watching tv and doing nothing in particular, really. I kinda like it. :) Seeing the college buds tomorrow. Me excited much, aren't you?

Toodloooooooo.
(hah, hyper much)

story books and fairy princesses;

Our little mai mai turns the big 007 :)

xoxo. :)

world through the window;

It doesn't take a genius to realise that blogging hasn't been my top priority the past week or so. Lets just say between weddings and random outings and my over-the-top annoying wifi that has been a bitch lately, I haven't had enough patience, strength nor time to bother. But now I shall, just cause I'm trying to be productive. (however this may fit into that) Oh and I'm terribly sorry cause I know I owe tons of you guys pictures from wherever, whenever for forever, but due to my crappy internet, itchy facebook and lack of patience, I've been the queen of procrastination. I'll try and get them up asap. :)

So the wedding last week was really quite fun. I managed to see a couple familiar faces which was pretty cool, plus its definitely been bonding time with the cousins. I've definitely been seeing them more than my friends, which really is quite rare. Oh yes, back to the wedding. It was fun, we talked and acted in true Lim fashion - very loudly. Took millions of pictures, that one day was almost equivalent to my New Zealand trip, and thats alot. I do have to say that the bridal party really did look very nice. Our very own Lim Tze Jien was so handsome I wanted to just take pictures of him all day. So cute. :)

The dinner at night was awesome too, all of us dressed to the nine. I loved my dress, muahahaha. We had quite the ball, and towards the end we started dancing and having fun with the less sober relatives. Very entertaining. Then most of the cousins too had planned to stay the night at the hotel so we crashed up there on the 26th floor, making noise as if we were occupying the entire place. Crashed the newlyweds room to eat McDonalds and watched movies in ours till we fell asleep. The next morning was spent lazing around the room till fifteen minutes to check out time where we rushed downstairs and headed on out of there. Dim Sum breakfast was at Avenue K and then we were back at Melissa's to watch Don't Mess With The Zohan, which didn't last very long cause we all passed out ten minutes into the movie.

Other than that, my Monday was spent with Vin while we explored downtown. I can safely say, I could direct you through all the ways not to go if you want to get back home from Pavillion in less than an hour. Haha. It was really fun though. We explored the mall, then headed back to more familiar territory, The Curve where we watched The Day the Earth Stood Still. Parts of that movie didn't make much sense. Maybe it was just us, I don't know. Haha. :)

Hmm, I feel like eating curly fries. Gosh, I'm becoming a round blob with all this encessive eating and skipping ballet class. Woohoo. :) Lets shop. I still need good Mother Christmas Present ideas. Any peeps? Pleaseandthankyou!

p/s : Pictures eventually! I'm sorry mucho's. :(

that's it;

Happy Eighteenth Birthday Niro :)

to my dear friend with all her trademark quotes,
hilarious random moments,
crazy laugh,
intense drama,
yet will always bring a smile to our faces,
with or without intention.
:)

me loves you!
xoxo.

it's your birthday;

Hi Mommah! :)

(I know this is super late, but I shall post date it so it seems like I was ontime)

Happy Birthday Mommy,
I really do hope that you had an awesome one.
You da bomb.
This picture is like how you said
you wanted me to remember you.
Heh Heh.
Always having fun.
You're the one who can sit with the 'Young Adults'
and have a blast with them nut jobs.

I LOVE YOU. XOXO. :D

woo :)

ba bay bay;

yess, the babies have invaded
and they're taking over

suddenly this generation is veryyy
full

the imports :)
[clockwise: maya, aran, marcus, aliya]

but they are just too darn adorable!

portals;

I utterly loathe waiting like this.
Why can't the just post the freaking results,
and give us a peace of mind whether we did badly or not.
I'm all weird and fidgety while no one else
(except for my dear kiasu Shiori Murayama,
then again she's Japaneeeseee ;) haha!)
seems to bother.

Can I roar any louder?
except no one really hears me anyways.

banana's for betty;

Good day, yessireee :)

I spent it with the cousin whom I haven't seen, in a while. Haha. We did some major shopping, for the wedding and Christmas. We ate, yummy yummy sushi. We sat to unwind at Starbucks. We played with toys in Toys'R'Us. :)

Yess, definitely a good day.

I'm actually really excited for you to come back Kach!
Woohoo.

Coming soon : Picture's from the picnic in Lake Gardens. :)

gloria jeans;

Today marks an important day on all our calenders

yes its,
The Best Friend's birthday! :)

I could write a thousand words and it probably wont be enough
to describe how much our friendship means to me
but I guess I should probably try. :)

We can call each other up simply
and still have an awesome day together
all on a whim
We can talk for hours and hours
as if we haven't seen each other for months, or even years
though we saw each other only two days ago
We can plan stuff and bake stuff and eat stuff
together
We can swim, go on holidays, shop, or walk aimlessly around malls
no problem
Heck it pretty easy to think of gift ideas for you
despite my retarded-ness at gift giving

I'm still counting on jet setting from Europe, to UK, to Canada
cause oceans can only try to keep us apart
hee.



HAPPY SEVENTEENTH DARLIN'
hope it was pretty awesome ;)

keepsake summer;

Because I have yet been able to pay my tribute to a significant woman in my life.

Though we may not have been able to be the
perfect epitome of the grandmother-granddaughter relationship.
You've still held that special place in my heart,
Your prim and perfect lady likeness
Your cooking
Your presence :)


To not wallow in death, but to celebrate your life.
I love you, Ah Ma.
240334 - 221108

lipstick lullabies;

Wow. So, the semester has finally come to an end. And I do have to say, I'll miss it. Like shit. :( I remember how early on in July, we were all sitting around, wondering how on earth this second semester could ever compare to our first. Because yes, it was THAT memorable.

But this semester didn't compare. Not even close. It wrote an entirely new chapter in each of our books. We made new friends, learned new things. My IB Five, Calculus Randoms, and my English Buds, no one will ever replace them, nor my fantabulous teachers, I couldn't have asked for anyone better. :) We went through some awesome ups, and some terrible downs. We stayed close with old buds and made some awesome new ones. Mornings in the cafeteria. Wednesday's at Subway. We stayed back, went to movies, parties, and had all kinds of crazy fun. No regrets, because even if I could write the entire semester again, I probably would have done it all over again, all the same. :)

Ms Foo; Period 3 Calculus and Vectors ♥

I know many of my friends aren't done yet, but please, lets make this holiday one to remember, before everyone heads their seperate ways. I'm not ready to make those trips to the airport. :(

On an entirely different note, did you guys feel the heat when everyone got up to leave early from the IB finals today? I was freaking, for God know's what reason. But other than that, I hope I've met my expectations. But till next week. Lets just enjoy ourselves. I sure have my weekend all lined up. ;)

Mr Ben; Period 4 English 4U :)

XX.

take my heart, i'll take your hand;

Annie : You either trust me or you don't.

And it sounds to me, like you don't.

Mom : You better not dare talk to me like that.

Amazing, how they just throw the word 'trust' around like that. So whimsically. Something my sister nor I would even think of daring to say. Haha. The drastic difference between reality and Beverly Hills 90210. Still love it though. :) What to do, clothes so pretty I can't stop staring.

Oh, I solved the Rubik's cube, again today. :) Woohoo. And Dad said he'll get me a 'normal' sized one. :D I'm a very happy camper. Despite the fact that IB Final is tomorrow and I am pretty much dead. Pray that the paper is manageable. Did I mention that I officially HATE multiple choice and true/false questions? I always screw that up. Boo. :(

Then it's freedom, for a month. WOOHOO. :D These holidays should be fun. I'm looking forward to it, fo sho. ;) Tons of Christmas shopping, birthday shopping, and me! me! me! shopping to do. *insertHUMONGOUSGRINhere* :)

XX.

brains or brawn;

That corner in Starbucks

Away from the hustle and bustle of the streets

With the occasional gust of reality

Scattered papers and notes covering every visible surface

Shouts of random facts, charts, diagrams, formula's

Digging into backpacks for hidden nuggets

Sneaking a bite

Settling into the couch

Staring out as the world passes us by

All too familiar, no?

There's something so comforting about the exam period

:)

nine in the afternoon;

Today's Sunday. :D

Went shopping in the morning with mom, for a dress for my cousin's wedding. :D Whee, I like shopping. ;) Finally got that beanie that I've been eying for a while and a pair of black flats too. All mine koyak dyy, that's how hard I am on my shoes. Haha. After shopping and trying on a gabajillion dresses, not that I mind, ;) we headed on home.

Then I was off for Ms Liew's school's ballet concert at Segi College Kota Damansara. It was fun seeing the ballet friends again, considering i've been missing two whole weeks of classes. Exams kononnya. ;) We took tons of camwhore pictures. I haven't done that in a while. Quite the fun. Nyeh nyeh nyeh.

Hmm, seems like I don't even have anymore papers. I'm terrible. :( Plan on going to college tomorrow, but takut I won't get any work done. Boo. :(

:)

seventeen forever;

I finally finished Breaking Dawn,
so yes Jue, you can finally read it :)
Haha. It was satisfying,
that I managed that book
still in the frame of my imagination.

I've been obsessed with my little rubik's cube,
thats gonna break anytime.
I need a normal sized one.
Last night, I actually dreamt that I was in this restaurant
or something, and they had a whole box of different sized rubik's cubes.

So I took one. :)

I'm almost done with IB chapter one.
Thats all for today la. No mood dy.

I love how plain my english is when I speak.
I bet reading this, one wouldn't be able to tell the difference
between an 'ah pek' and me. Haha. :)

last time;

All through this twilight craze,
I can only sit here,
and stare at the computer screen.

I should study,
IB is on Wednesday,
I haven't started anything yet.
Boo.

I really don't want college to end,
I'll majorly miss all my graduating friends,
but I can't wait to be on holidays.
Heck, I'm pretending I'm on holidays now.
-_-

I'm so tak puas with my IB portfolio.
I didn't know everyone was redoing stuff.
I want my 'Pro' which I didn't get.
Even our IBP wasn't colourful, no pictures.
Just black and white, like the draft.
But it wasn't bad, so lets just hope for the best.
I'm still contemplating, World Issues? or Canadian Law?
Opinions?

I WANT MY 'PRO'. :(

Okay, I'm sounding like a brat now.
I'll go drown myself in Breaking Dawn.

BYEBYE.

woohoo;

have a nice day :)

<3

and the lion fell in love with the lamb;

Yes, the beginning of the series of movies for the Twilight Saga.
Much awaited.
Highly anticipated.

After four and a half hours of exams, I needed a break. So after a lot of bookings yesterday, text messages, complications and cars we ended up, seven of us, in pyramid to watch the movie of the book I used to worship back in high school.

After rereading that post from youtube that I posted up a year ago, I contemplated even watching the movie. My curiosity got the best of me and I made the plans, partly just so I won't be left out of the "Twilight-the-movie" conversations. First and foremost, I do have to say, it was good. No doubt about it. They maintained the vital scenes, just alot less of the waiting around and running through the forest.

However, (and i know i'm gonna hear alot for saying this) it just didn't do IT for me. Maybe I needed a much quieter cinema, just so that I would be able to absorb everything. But reading the book brought me so much more satisfaction, evoked more feeling. More something. Maybe a part of me didn't want to absorb everything, just to savour all my own images of the things that made, Twilight, Twilight to me. Edward, the house, Forks, Edward, the Cullens, Charlie, Jacob, La Push, Edward, Edward, Edward.

No doubt about it, Robert Pattison is hotttt and could make my heart skip a beat anyday. But he still wasn't Edward. Not the one that I imagined anyways. He was too ... slow, for lack of a better word. The first few scene's were probably the most painful. He did a pretty good job later on, but it was just those first few that I really tried to hold back laughs. Plus the fact that though our cinema was fun, cause it was full of teenagers, but they laughed at all the wrong times. -.- I guess I really do like my silence when I watch a movie.

Of course the movie still ended with me gushing over Edward. The girls and I agreeing over Robert Pattison's major drool factor and the boys rolling their eyes. I know, I was the one who used to say, never compare the book to a movie, but I can see now why sometimes people can't help it. But I will try and do as I said and consider it as just a movie and in that case, it was pretty good. :)

Though I couldn't help but freak out when I came home tonight to read Breaking Dawn, and already my images have been contaminated by scene's and actors from the movie. Fuck la. :(

hanging on for hope;

exams are in a week's time

and today, i did nothing. really. nothing. i decided to give myself a day off. i'm exhausted, from what also i'm not sure. thank goodness the semester is finally coming to an end. i think we all deserve this break. it has been such a long semester.

of course without a doubt i'll miss all my non 3 sem friends. alot. i don't know who i'd waste time in class babbling to. time outside class doing nonsense with. :( thank goodness i still have my 3 sem people, they awesome. if not it'd be cruelty to nature.

on the home front things are a little rocky. just going with things day by day. i guess thats all we can hope for. what the dawn of a new day brings. we're all allowed to be sad every once in a while but i'm doing okay, suprisingly, and thanks for asking hun. :)

i guess i've kind of managed to stay out of the drama, which i am very thankful for, this sem. hope i can keep this up. we've all grown a little tired of things, and maybe we should just let some of it go. i get that we need to release that stress more verbally than others, so anytime you wanna rant dear, i'm here.

this post has been kinda vague and random. but woohoo. i'm doing with my english isu and calculus tests! :D just the big E next week. gah, i wanna climb in a hole and stay there till the exam is over. :( still have ib ibp to finish up. damn malas dyy. this is bad. oh well, i'll go coop up in my comfy bed and read myself breaking dawn to sleep. :) i'm in the edward cullen obssesion phase again. movie next week and i've managed to avoid trailers and such, good job nique. please, director dudes, whoever you are, i really hope you did a good job with the movie, if not you'd have ALOT of angry twilight fans on your doorstep. :D

READ THIS :)

i'm lost for words;

did you know nique meant to have fun?

i didn't.

:D

belon berwarna :)

they don't know me like she does

***

woohoo.

yes, i'm tired of being left out,
so i make my own fun :)

salem falls;

i blame it all on ieka,
for posting those old pictures of us from high school.

come to think of it. high school was where we grew up. we had some really great times, and some really rough ones too. just looking at the pictures, its amazing how things have change. heck, i know i know. change is inevitable. we all have our own pile of homework and assignments due, own new sets of friends. but no matter what, i know i'll always have my amanians to fall back on. no matter what. we've been through too much together.

form two. maybe one of my most favourite high school years. that was the year we broke the boundaries, made new friends and found our comfortable spot in high school. c3 (if you asked me the full name, you'd laugh) but its not the names that mattered. it was the people. come to think of it, i had an amazing bunch of friends. and i'm glad i still see them every once in a while. the pool parties, the 30 people outings, or just the random days sitting around class talking about anything under the sun.

we've all gone our seperate ways this year. some better at keeping touch than others. i wonder, do our new college friends know us the same way that our high school friends do? my guess is no. for no reason other than, we aren't the same people anymore. no matter how much people try to deny it, people have changed, our priorities have changed. but its comforting to know that when we do finally get back together, that things manage to be the same. the bunch will always hold that little place in me and i don't think any amont of time or distance can change that.

yes i'm having a very sudden rush of nostalgia. i miss the 3 minute walk to school from the car, i miss the morning rush in the pr, i miss class, i miss my favourite bunch, i miss grabbing any opportunity available to gossip about the same stuff everyday, i miss meetings, i miss event preps, i miss mcdonalds, i miss installs, i miss iu's, i miss annies pool parties. yess i'm being a little whiny. but that doesn't change the fact that i still miss it. those odd moments in the midst of lunch with friends, or solving a calculus question. those brief little flashback remind me of those great moments.

BILA NAK KELUAR LAH?
♥

curse of curves;

flip over to any icpu student's blog
and for sure i'l-almost-bet-you-a-million bucks
that there is at least some mention of the piles of assignments
especially isu's and cca's due

so i shan't bore you with my list
you can guess i presume
but i'm coping :)

toodlooo.

three weeks to finals
+ extra four days to holidays

say it with me
WOOHOOO :)

Sun Dance;

its almost five
i've eleven pages
four thousand words
i know its gross
but i refuse to get out of my pj's
until i finish this damn essay

the things i do for eng4u
as you can see
it drives us to the verge of insanity

nothing else can save me;

i miss my best friends :(

at one;

he called her name,
and said he had something to tell her.
they walked out to the carpark,
and talked of their concern for another friend.

little did she know,
footsteps quietly creeping up behind her
cylindrical metal content unknown, their weapons

then shrieks





and laughter
she was covered in white foam
thanks guys. :P

supermarioland;

nyah hah :)
i found my domokun again.
i'm happy! :)

woohoo.

i managed to finish up part of our ibp this afternoon,
i was all productive and stuff, then after dinner i got lazy. :(
calc quiz tomorrow,
cannot afford any more screw ups whatsoever.
this weekend shall be devoted to my english essay.
crap i hate essays,
and this time i still feel like i don't know what on earth i'm talking about.
surprisingly mr ben isn't as helpful as i expected.
maybe i'm just being lazy and not asking the right questions. :(
yeah, thats probably it.

another three weeks till finals and we're off.
sad la, in a way,
but i'm excited for holidays
when we can all hang out like old times,
no assignments bogging down our brains
and spoiling the fun. :)

i don't wanna go another day;

Happy Belated 18th Birthday
Sabrina Lim :)

<3 always, your karipaps :)

the city is at war;

this is what happens when you don't have time,
but waste whats left anyways,
playing around with the new lens that dad bought,
ooh, bokeh my new favourite trick,
and my camera pendants,
yes i'm obsessed :D

sorry for the lack of posts,
i'm just really lost for words.
:)
toods love.

sisters, its all we've got;

you were the one to tell my i was really dropped off by aliens,
and mom and dad had to bleach me white so i could fit in,
you were the one who i followed around everywhere,
you were the one i bit, countless times just cause i was angry,
you were the one that i ran to in school when people bullied me,
you were the one that i boasted to my friends about cause you were in form one
while we were just ten year olds,
you were the one who i'd fight for the remote control over even if
i didn't really wanna watch the tv but just wanted to fight with you,
you were the one whose dress sense i'd copy,
and sneak into your room just to try your clothes on
you are my big sister.

Happy 21st Birthday Kach! :)

can't wait for you to come back,
and our roadtrips too! :D

xoxo, niks :)

your t-shirt;

i feel damn naked without my post it notes :(

***

i still can't get over how i can waste four entire days doing nothing, and be my most productive when all i have is a couple hours. okay maybe not most, but you get the idea. i'm so desperate for a holiday that its not even funny. just a getaway, please? i know, i just came back from one. but what to do, absence makes the heart grow fonder. here's to an eventful weekend. excited? i am. :)

drama club romance;

YAY!

i just spent my entire day, bumming around till i decided to get my lazy ass out of bed. downloaded some kev jumba! :D haha. then it was off to aqil's for deco duty. fun la, cause i was so excited. i even brought along my entire halloween decoration thing to show them for the party. woo hoo. its gonna look awesome! (yes, i'm excited about halloween like a child, don't judge me) anywho's, picked julian up and off it was to aqil's. had to wait a while for him to get home, from picking up his halloween costume, which btw is very similar to what i wanted mine to be. should i change? i think so. :/

then it was off to deco duty. woohoo. made a bunch of bats, some tombstones, and a banner thing for the booth. woohoo. :D then when nawwar came and the boys went to pick up niro and nabeel, we decided to do some cupcake shopping. driving around uptown is like a freaking rollercoaster okay. the stupid cars must double park making it damn tight for other cars to try and squeeze through. oh, before that, the guys couldn't even get the car started cause the steering wheel was a little jammed. i came to the rescue, muahahaha. (okay fine, its cause it's happened to me before, but lemme feel special for a minute cananot?) anyways, back to the cupcakes. yumyum. it was my first time in the btw. haha. damn sad i know.

after that it was back to more cutting, painting, drawing and gossiping. then after a couple people left, it was me, jaws, aqil and nabeel left for dinner and the movie. horror movie btw, so not funny that i had to drive home alone, halfway through the movie. nabeel lah! didn't wanna follow me cause he was scared. -_- damn swt. but i made it home all safe and sound. and it was a fun day. much better than my past two i must say. :D

oh ya, happy belated deepavali. :)

:)

into the future :D

		I will marry penn badgeley.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in bali in our fabulous Apartment.
		We will have 9999 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a pink limo.
		I will spend my days as a magazine editor, and live happily ever after.